A rose-colored life is a minuet of loneliness and love
Thanks anon.
I like when things have an altered equivalent.
I haven’t posted anything on tumblr for a long time again, i know blasphemy, but really, i don’t have alot to talk about…
I’m currently working on running OSX inside my Windows 8.
its proving to be exceptionally difficult.. as expected with such a preposterous task
but after it works, (I’m supposing it will eventually) I’ll be able to create my own iPhone/iPod/iPad apps… which will further my chances in making money off what i love..
I put forward to you this, I am much for mindfulness now, and here is an album to meditate to..
“The Hummer - Devin Townsend”
I have it on right now.
I have been seeing a guy around the shops I work at, and I cannot shake how deeply off-set I am by him. He looks and talks, and walks exactly like my dad did… only, this guy is a tad different.. same smell of tobacco on him, similar large eyes, similar build, similar hair, similar clothes style… my dad died in 2011, age 39 of cancer and pneumonia. whenever I see this guy, all my senses crash.. he always watches me, always says hi, always knows I’m there.. its like he knows something about me that I don’t, or, he may think something similar of me as I do of him. But I know its all just my mind… surely…
I’ve changed up, from brutality outfits of dad’s, like all black tight jeans and leather with boots, to a mature tan pants, brown soft loafers and a nice cloth shirt… just need a vest and coat and I’ll be feeling much better.
Back to the original topic..
OSX (Apple’s operating system)
I may have it in me to become an Apple employee, whether it be for repairs or to do with SDK work.. I Dont know.. but being an Apple Dev would be grand.
For now, i shall just work on being mindful instead of autopiloting through life as i have been, it will eventuate me upon my worst outcome.
till next I find inspiration to speak.
Bye
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I AM actually going to major philosophy. Would be soo neat.
I’ve got an awesome speaker setup in my car, could do just that last one.. And I can hold a straight face for the elevator one :)](http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1g3mdaGpm1qewacoo1_r1_500.jpg)
I’ve got an awesome speaker setup in my car, could do just that last one.. And I can hold a straight face for the elevator one :)[via]
I AM actually going to major philosophy. Would be soo neat.
Just taken..
What’s the verdict..
Do I have what it takes to model?
Not that i planned to stop writing, drawing, thinking out loud and mixing music..
I guess in the end, I just hadn’t felt creative enough to write draw or compose something interesting enough to post.
Anyway,
I didn’t stop reading you, I didn’t stop keeping up with “the haps up in here”.
I’m feeling down..
So, I believe I’ll post something,
What would you like from me?
just on this —>http://nikkitruth.tumblr.com/post/16385080420/at-home-not-wearing-a-bra-just-sitting-here
its interesting how you mention having friends for your up times, but not your down..
i think thats how most people operate from day to day with no clarity to their undersides, or, real selves and real feelings… anyone can be social.. except sociopaths, but thats not my point.. my point is, you read as being in quite a shit spot.. between a rock and a hard place as some would say.. are the people you think about, and talk on here about thinking about you, talking about you.. considering you at all?.. is anyone worried about you feeling sick, or considering your feelings about how things have been lately?..
just curious..
This planet is uninhabitable
